Disillusionment
Hey Abyss. Long time, no talk. Well actually, considering my previous track record with any type of journaling, this is actually pretty good. But I'm not here to talk about my history of diaristic ineptitude. Today I would like to talk about disillusionment. Like anyone who has lived the vast majority of their life believing their very existence is a burden to everyone around them, I am no stranger to the feeling of disappointment. When you have that mindset, you become intimately familiar with the feeling, in fact, because your brain spends every minute of every day reminding you that you are the biggest disappointment of them all. You are king disappointment. They only thing you succeed at in life is disappointing other people. You're a disappointment to your parents because you still can't live fully independently. You're a disappointment to your siblings because you don't have the same values as them. You're a disappointment to your friends because you ar...